I have safely arrived back to KL on Monday, but seriously I am easily get stressed thinking of the next day I have to go back to work. Yerp, its true, I do not know what emails I will be receiving, I do not know, how my boss would react and I certainly do not know what awaits me for tomorrow. Yes, my current job requires a certain level of stress and pressure which I am struggling to cope with it. True enough, my learning curve tremendously increased I might say by 200% but deep in my heart, I certainly tired of running one step ahead from the client. I am not looking forward with "Be ready" for any outcomes.
and that was the reason why I was away. Updating the blog, yes I eager to share my photos during my free trip visit to LA, but being fake is a big No No. Blog tunjuk happy tapi sebenarnyer TIDAK. Sorry, I am not that type of person yang hari hari nak update blog macam-mane-pun sebab nak maintain traffic Nuffnang. Yes, mungkin ade time yang hari hari I update blog, tapi yes dengan hati yang "eh i nak update sebab nak update lah"
and apart from that, my uncle passed away last week. To be exact, mase I tengah terkinja-kinja pasal American Idol kat LA. Yes, I felt guilty. Meninggal mengejut. Terfikir balik, nasib baiklah mase tengah bersuka ria dekat sane, Allah tak cabut nyawa. and one of the day, I was alone in LA, other winners dah balik Malaysia and I was the only one who extended the visit. To shorten the story - nanti bile upload gambar, I cerite yang full version-, I reached my hotel at1230 am ALONE, Allah jer tahu mase tu betapa takutnya especially on my way walking down the street at the alien area - Hollywood.
I spoke to my aunt just now and I was touched when she said, "macam mane pun life goes on, mamayang (my aunt - dapat name from Mama Sayang - creative rite :)) ok, cume I always thought that we will grow older together." Yes, I was silence and paused. I am not good in words. I just replied "ade hikmah, kite jer tak tahu ape kan"... Alfatihah.
Yes, Life goes on. in my case, macam mane susah I dengan keje I, I still have to work to meet my ends meet. I am not coming from a rich family where I can easily borrowed money from my parents and my husband is not like "nah amik duit ni pergi beli ape-ape yang you suke". Nope. I have to work hard to achieve what I want, be it having a built in wardrobe in my own house.
But I couldnt deny that, the more we earn, the basket is even bigger kan :)
Ok sungguh melalut, saje nak bagi tahu I just won myself a Consolation prize for Love World Love Sloggi Contest. Click here if you wanna read my winning entry :). To that, I win myself
- RM 250 Origins voucher
- RM 135 worth of Sloggi products, and
- RM 50 Sloggi voucher
Alhamdulillah. Rezeki berpihak kepada Si Gemuk yang gila contest ini.